Sianz lor... Another lunch kaki leaving already.... T.T She is a girl who loves to have lunch downstair and whenever I have lunch downstair, we will alway have lunch downstair together... Not now anymore.... I think whenever I have lunch downstair, perhaps I will think of her....... I ask her why she wants to leave, she is not able to give me an answer... Hahaha!! She says she also don't know why she leaves..... She hasn't found any new job.... Probably she wanna focus on her studies bah. Damn good lor....... I also want to slack at home but when long term, it will be kind of sianz coz money all dry up. *LOL*!! Then I heard another colleague leaving too but he leaves on april.... -_-"" More and more people going off? Damn sianz lor!!! When will it be my turn? Hahahahahahaha!!! Actually I also don't know leh...... Sometimes work makes me happy but that's only when nothing goes wrong...... no people finding faults with me.... no people keeps on pushing stuffs to me... The rest is so far still alright..... Can talk with them..... But when things turned bad, everything is like haizzzzzzzzzzz......... like what is happening and will start to feel sad. Will keep thinking what did I do wrong? How did I do wrong? What should I do now? Feeling guilty? Haha! Ok lah... Just starts to EMO again....... No more!! No more!!! Now I only think of my exam and continue to work hard on my work.... I want to prove that I can do it.... I can also do my things nicely... After exam, maybe gonna 'change' myself by devoting A LOT MORE and MORE of my time to work... =D Anyway now faster settle my exams first. Hope the time goes slowly now!! Really!! I need time to go slowly..... =)
Probably I am stress and everything just comes together so make me super frustrated....... I am very pissed off now..... better don't talk to me if you don't want to hear from me any 'negative'. Probably exam coming..... Work like never finish........ Not enough sleep.............. I can say HAVEN'T START TO STUDY YET... This is MORE FRUSTRATED.... ARGH!!!!! Who can save me?? I need additional MEMORY!! I REALLY NEED........ Btw I guess I won't be updating blog these few weeks..... Recently never online much on night time too... Don't know why always not enough of sleep so will sleep early at night........ I want more sleep........ =(
From morning till now, my head is so pain........ Somemore throat is pain too.... Think I am sick... Haizzz!! Sianzzz!! Why fall sick NOW? This is NOT the BEST TIME to get sick lor... Exam is coming too.... Damn sianz lah...... T.T Maybe coz of stress? But work now is like not that stress liao... Only exam coming then super stress. ='( How to cure this headache now? I just took panadol coz really cannot tahan the pain already... I still need to work lor. Actually I should rest at home de... Never mind... Tomorrow can rest at home! Keke!!~ Mm..... Last night I am like a 'mum'..... I cooked dinner. Hehehehe!!! Still edible lah.... =p But not as good as my mum.... Maybe I should picked up some cooking skills from my mum so I can cook nicer next time!! Hehe!!! 1st time becoming really a chef.... Hahahahahahaha!! I stir fry vegetable...... I cooked dark soy sauce chicken thigh.... I steamed Fish...... I boiled Cheese Hotdog..... So fun cooking.... =D Enjoying cooking........ Gonna wait till graduate then really got the time to learn...... =p Now my mind should be on my exam? Can say early yet can say LATE liao.... Left only 10 more days to exam......... I still haven't start studying..... OMG!! *Scary*... So scary!!! =(
Today morning is like a war..... While I am bathing, my delivery uncle called and asked where are the documents? Told my mum to tell him that it is on the trolley....... So can ASSUME should be no more already right? End up........................ I ate my breakfast halfway..... He called again.... He asked where is this and that? -_-" I asked my mum packed the food for me and I rush to work before 9am to settle him coz he needs to go off at 9am...... Reached office... I expect him to 'nag' me but he didn't. And my boss uncle helps to settle already. But thanks god, I rush there coz the document is wrong. Then my boss uncle gets so pissed off by the colleague who sign the document. Coz she knows it is wrong already and she still signed it. (In other words, she never check before she signs). Then more and more things happened is one of my colleague never 'packed' properly on the trolley for my delivery guy coz if he packed properly, my delivery guy can go out directly. So many problems sia...... So I start to amend the documents........ After amending, I faster continue to eat my breakfast coz it is already past 9am... But lucky my breakfast is so yummy... Otherwise I think my Wednesday is spoilt. =p I think when the colleague who signed the documents come back, she gonna get scolding already.... She is not in today.... Anyway think her mouth is sweet enough to make guys go wobble for her. *LOL*!!! So don't think he will scold her also lah. But I can assume that she sure push everything to me. Otherwise this is not HER... Everytime she is not in office, my day is so wonderful but when she is in office, my day is damn sianz lor. I think my fingers not enough to count for how many times she push things to me. Anyway everyone got eyes to see... I have nothing to scare..... 人在做,天在看,只要我没做错,我有什么好怕.... =p
There's revision again..... This time is for another subject...... Hope this lecturer is kind enough to give us tips for exam. Oh ya!! Yesterday I ask Jialin & Winnie help me buy food for dinner and I reach tiong bahru early so I sit down there and eat... End up I totally forgotten to return money back.... -_-" When I reached home and bathing, then I remember I forget to return the money to them..... After bathing, I faster go make a call to Jia Lin and apologise to her that I forgotten to return her the money... She told me that is Winnie pays de....... So I called Winnie after ending call with Jia Lin and apologise on the returning of money. T.T I am so forgotten......... Haizzz!!
I have been sneezing non-stop for one whole morning.. -_-"" Last night I had a dream - a very scary dream? I dreamt of my classmates... I dreamt of my colleague and I dreamt that we all are in school. We all went to school for lesson and after lesson, while walking down the stairs...... she is beside me and my colleague kena possess. I still didn't know and keep on calling her and she no reply me..... I call until she used a fierce look at me then I know she is possess. So scary!! Then she walks away with her kids..... I am so scared and I don't know what to do. End up I went to find 'one of my secondary school teacher' and we think of a way.... From there then I noticed that I lost my wallet and handphone..... My secondary school teacher helps to ask 'volunteer' to help me find all my items...... end up found my wallet but my card is gone (Problem is the wallet and things inside it TOTALLY THE SAME AS MY REAL LIFE). OMG!!! Then after that, I wake up..... I have no ending for this dream. All I know is I go and see the time and it is 5.55am. -_-" I am so sleepy..... I went back to sleep until 8.00am then wake up coz I am really so sleepy and the dream is really so scary too. Start to prepare my things and end up HEAVY RAIN....... Haizzzz!!! I went downstair around 8.30am and the rain is so heavily... The floor is full of water and make my foot wet... T.T Somemore with the heavy bag....... Kind of feel myself pitiful. Hehehehe!!! After reach office, I think around 9.00am.... Lucky just nice!!! But I keep sneezing non-stop today!!! Think going to fall sick le... Haizzzz!!!
Sianz lor... Another lunch kaki leaving already.... T.T She is a girl who loves to have lunch downstair and whenever I have lunch downstair, we will alway have lunch downstair together... Not now anymore.... I think whenever I have lunch downstair, perhaps I will think of her....... I ask her why she wants to leave, she is not able to give me an answer... Hahaha!! She says she also don't know why she leaves..... She hasn't found any new job.... Probably she wanna focus on her studies bah. Damn good lor....... I also want to slack at home but when long term, it will be kind of sianz coz money all dry up. *LOL*!! Then I heard another colleague leaving too but he leaves on april.... -_-"" More and more people going off? Damn sianz lor!!! When will it be my turn? Hahahahahahaha!!! Actually I also don't know leh...... Sometimes work makes me happy but that's only when nothing goes wrong...... no people finding faults with me.... no people keeps on pushing stuffs to me... The rest is so far still alright..... Can talk with them..... But when things turned bad, everything is like haizzzzzzzzzzz......... like what is happening and will start to feel sad. Will keep thinking what did I do wrong? How did I do wrong? What should I do now? Feeling guilty? Haha! Ok lah... Just starts to EMO again....... No more!! No more!!! Now I only think of my exam and continue to work hard on my work.... I want to prove that I can do it.... I can also do my things nicely... After exam, maybe gonna 'change' myself by devoting A LOT MORE and MORE of my time to work... =D Anyway now faster settle my exams first. Hope the time goes slowly now!! Really!! I need time to go slowly..... =)
